| Crap. |
Sometimes.Sometimes I hate myself. All I can do is lay on the floor and stare up at the ceiling, wondering why I can never be good enough. Self-loathing pounds like music in my temples, telling me what a worthless piece of shit I am. Maybe this is why I grip cold metal, beautiful like the leaves of a Christmas tree and peel away my skin so carefully. Maybe I just hope that somewhere under this ugly heap of flesh there is something that just might be peSometimes.
Plath.I'd love to pull a Silvia Plath, smiling as strands of hair blacken and curl underneath themselves, like wishes I know will never come true.Plath.
But promises I have made keep me sitting here, folded in on myself like a rag doll, staring wistfully at the oven door.
For Courtney.He whispers in her ear, tells her it will be alright. Nothing's gonna happen, and even if it does, he'll always be there for her. He smiles, and she believes him.For Courtney.
No blood. For six weeks, there is no blood. She cries when she sees the truth. He picks up on the second ring, and she tells him what happened. "You'll stay with me, right?" Silence. The line is dead.
She walks the halls alone, head hung low, not bothering to look up, knowing no one will look her in the eye.
| Crap. |
| Random crap I thought was cool. |
| A lot of people call me a lot of things. My name is Savanna, but I'm not always sure exactly who I am. I change from day to day, do things impulsively... it gets hectic at times. Sometimes life sucks, and I just feel like giving up. But I've got people called friends that make things better. I guess that's kinda it. If you wanna know anythign else just let me know. These are my people. I wuvv them :3 ESPEAXCIALLY KATELYN CUZ SHES MAH BEST FRIEEENDDD  Peeopleee       or else I will NEVER remember the link ;D PS- I look like a crazy person in that picture up there, but really I'm n- ...okay, maybe I am. Shhhh... |
Laaa.
Hurt
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REGGAE ONE LOVE
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Bill Kaulitz feeds me crack-coated Gummy Worms!XD
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